无名
世界不会因为我而停止，没人能够在后面搁着太久。
在找Bird ThongChai的Too Much So Much Very Much歌词翻译的时候
无意间回到了自己的无名看。
真的让我记得了一些人事物
那些回忆那么真，那么痛
但我不会删除，因为那是我走过的路。
我的记性不太好，我怕有一天我会把这些人都忘了
他们，是伤害我的人
但也是让我成长的人。
谢谢你，让我茁壮成长
让我更懂得如何面对未来弯弯曲曲的路！
URGENT HELP
What a Night.
i'm trying to stay awake. trying to make things clear
my mind is so stuck, there's 1516278361278518127863 of you running in my mind
in life, many things happen. no matter important or unimportant, funny, serious, awkward, sad things. you are the one i wanna inform. i wanna share every tiny little things in my life with you. sometimes i wish you were here with me, so that i could witness every valuable moment with you
remember all those crazy things we said? you left them running in my head. memories are always there, they are everywhere. that Singha t-shirt you dont allow me to buy it's still in my mind -.- and you told me that who's gonna buy inner beside train stops. good joke :D
i saw secret recipe today, reminds me something about last trip.. hang on. love of god, are you working? i went too many temples recently -.- just one of you guys work and i'll be fine(we will)
every night i stay so awake to miss you, not on purposely :( i hope that i got a reason to love you so that i'll have a reason to forget but why isn't there a reason for me to fall for you? how am i suppose to give up when i dont own a reason to say goodbye to you?
suddenly i re-read our old conversations. how can we be so friend? why? feeling so SURPRISED. everything happens on a trip. an unexpected trip. you greet me good morning everyday, chat in every midnight like there's no tomorrow, forever stick to computer just to chat with you. but now, deep under my heart i truly understands that things will never be like past. you remember what you promise me? no you don't but never mind i wont blame you
it's all my fault. it's me that causes us into such a dilemma situation. i know you got no wrong. it's awkward to face someone who loves you. but maybe not? i don't know. i'm like talking to a mirror. everything is just my opinion and i dont know a single thinking about you. why dont u speak? why dont you talk to me? why dont you treat me as you friend? why do you ignore me? why won't u ask me 'wht r u doing?' anymore? why dont u say good night to me anymore? why aren't you friend to me anymore?
this is so depressing yessssssss
nooooooooo don't show this to your friend. you. read yourself. is this you? no maybe not
actually is other people it's not you. but if you seriously thinks it's you ok i got a question for you.
just one question.
how are you are you fine your eyes recover yet what are you doing recently how's life have you finish your exams when is your holiday how's your cny holiday how are u gonna spend your angpau money?
fair. i use 1 question mark only so it's one question.
friend friend friend
why are you so far away from me.
love love love
why are you tearing me so apart.
i'm trying to shut my fuck(s) up but God, just let me express my lonely thoughts in this miserable night...
A Thousand Years
Christina Perri's A Thousand Years sang a heart out of me.
it's such an awesome song that i must recommend it so hardly
i'm finally back in Malaysia, been wandering around in bangkok for a week during my Christmas holidays.
2012 is such a special year. I'm soon no longer a high school student and it probably would be my last year in Malaysia. i had decided not to study senior year 3 soooo.. year end SPM will be deciding my future, it's the last bet.
Hey.. when we are far away for a very long time, I'm not sure, but we may forget each other. Could you please answer me that you miss me? you dont have to be sweet, i just wanna ask you. Can u answer me? Answer me first, that you miss me.. just like i miss you, and wait for you to return.
this could probably be the most suitable lyrics for me now, im not trying to express any sad feelings but it's just so damn true. honestly for you im just a normal friend, but you oughta know how much u mean to me. I don't mind getting hurt, i dont mind being a fool, i dont mind that u dont love me, but i do mind that you are trying to forget me.
i dont wanna live like a beggar begging for love, cause its has no meaning at all. no matter from what angle you trying to look at me, i will still be the real me. u may not love me, but i hope u do treat me as a friend. i dont know what do you think about me, everything you said about me and looked about me i think it's all negative(according to what you told me)
ok maybe you really hate me so much (ask yourself coz idk what are you thinking) so i decide to shut up on bbm. keep finding some topics to prove that i exists, ok to you im just nothing(just friends i mean, or probably less than friends) yea you got tons of fans or any person out there who loves you crazily like me, they may be more sincere than me, but sorry im unique i can't see you anytime. i do stalk you every single day, i dont wanna miss a single activity of you
dont tell me you dont worth it, i think we met for a reason. it may not be falling in love, it may not be about business, but God... tell me its could be simple as FRIEND ! so i hope that you dont too over care about relationships (i guess u wanna say goodbye to me coz i want something more than friend) but i got good controlling on my heart
i havent love you for a thousand years, but that feeling is stronger than love for a thousand years and more
if the sky is falling, as a friend i would cover you, as your admirer i would die for you
远得要命的爱情
工，做完了。
生活营，也去完了。
现在等倒数圣诞节和去泰国旅行。
有一个对白，在 Suckseed 里面有
“如果你真的成了歌手，那么进来你CD店的人不会觉得很奇怪吗？CD上的人和卖CD的人一样。”
我告诉自己如果有机会一定会问身边一个艺人朋友
我真的问到了
连我自己也觉得很屌，和一个公众人物说话
最近我一直对自己说一句话
君子，不夺人所好。
如果是朋友的话，就不要跟自己的朋友抢(?)
这远得要命的爱情 我追得有点喘不过气
请比我爱他
最近在追城市猎人
还剩下三集就我完了
有时候很爱一个人
为了这份爱静静的等了好久
等待的过程中你发过什么山盟海誓
有没有试过在深夜人静的时候
偷偷的问自己
你等了那么久，如果真的在一起，你依然会如此的深爱对方吗？
在一起以后，要怎么维持？你们的共同点呢？话题呢？生活呢？
你真的准备好了付出吗？
想清楚
有时候你痴痴的爱着一个人，只是习惯了爱，习惯了等待。