L I F E

URGENT HELP

2012-02-06T09:59:00.000-08:00

I came to say HELP !

http://youtu.be/7kZMDWaUcPA

The video with the most view by 17th Feb will win the trip to the UK! so get all your friends & family and strangers to watch your video over and over again

COME'MON GUYS ! I NEED HELP !

hey that sexy lady from Miami
hey that hot guy from Italy
hello babe from Mumbai
nice to see you here Vietnam
hi there New Yorker

and friend from Mars.

Please watch my video!

http://youtu.be/7kZMDWaUcPA

What a Night.

2012-01-29T08:26:00.000-08:00

i'm trying to stay awake. trying to make things clear

my mind is so stuck, there's 1516278361278518127863 of you running in my mind

in life, many things happen. no matter important or unimportant, funny, serious, awkward, sad things. you are the one i wanna inform. i wanna share every tiny little things in my life with you. sometimes i wish you were here with me, so that i could witness every valuable moment with you

remember all those crazy things we said? you left them running in my head. memories are always there, they are everywhere. that Singha t-shirt you dont allow me to buy it's still in my mind -.- and you told me that who's gonna buy inner beside train stops. good joke :D

i saw secret recipe today, reminds me something about last trip.. hang on. love of god, are you working? i went too many temples recently -.- just one of you guys work and i'll be fine(we will)

every night i stay so awake to miss you, not on purposely :( i hope that i got a reason to love you so that i'll have a reason to forget but why isn't there a reason for me to fall for you? how am i suppose to give up when i dont own a reason to say goodbye to you?

suddenly i re-read our old conversations. how can we be so friend? why? feeling so SURPRISED. everything happens on a trip. an unexpected trip. you greet me good morning everyday, chat in every midnight like there's no tomorrow, forever stick to computer just to chat with you. but now, deep under my heart i truly understands that things will never be like past. you remember what you promise me? no you don't but never mind i wont blame you

it's all my fault. it's me that causes us into such a dilemma situation. i know you got no wrong. it's awkward to face someone who loves you. but maybe not? i don't know. i'm like talking to a mirror. everything is just my opinion and i dont know a single thinking about you. why dont u speak? why dont you talk to me? why dont you treat me as you friend? why do you ignore me? why won't u ask me 'wht r u doing?' anymore? why dont u say good night to me anymore? why aren't you friend to me anymore?

this is so depressing yessssssss
nooooooooo don't show this to your friend. you. read yourself. is this you? no maybe not
actually is other people it's not you. but if you seriously thinks it's you ok i got a question for you.

just one question.

how are you are you fine your eyes recover yet what are you doing recently how's life have you finish your exams when is your holiday how's your cny holiday how are u gonna spend your angpau money?

fair. i use 1 question mark only so it's one question.

friend friend friend

why are you so far away from me.

love love love

why are you tearing me so apart.

i'm trying to shut my fuck(s) up but God, just let me express my lonely thoughts in this miserable night...

A Thousand Years

2012-01-05T03:07:00.000-08:00

Christina Perri's A Thousand Years sang a heart out of me.
it's such an awesome song that i must recommend it so hardly

i'm finally back in Malaysia, been wandering around in bangkok for a week during my Christmas holidays.

2012 is such a special year. I'm soon no longer a high school student and it probably would be my last year in Malaysia. i had decided not to study senior year 3 soooo.. year end SPM will be deciding my future, it's the last bet.

Hey.. when we are far away for a very long time, I'm not sure, but we may forget each other. Could you please answer me that you miss me? you dont have to be sweet, i just wanna ask you. Can u answer me? Answer me first, that you miss me.. just like i miss you, and wait for you to return.

this could probably be the most suitable lyrics for me now, im not trying to express any sad feelings but it's just so damn true. honestly for you im just a normal friend, but you oughta know how much u mean to me. I don't mind getting hurt, i dont mind being a fool, i dont mind that u dont love me, but i do mind that you are trying to forget me.

i dont wanna live like a beggar begging for love, cause its has no meaning at all. no matter from what angle you trying to look at me, i will still be the real me. u may not love me, but i hope u do treat me as a friend. i dont know what do you think about me, everything you said about me and looked about me i think it's all negative(according to what you told me)

ok maybe you really hate me so much (ask yourself coz idk what are you thinking) so i decide to shut up on bbm. keep finding some topics to prove that i exists, ok to you im just nothing(just friends i mean, or probably less than friends) yea you got tons of fans or any person out there who loves you crazily like me, they may be more sincere than me, but sorry im unique i can't see you anytime. i do stalk you every single day, i dont wanna miss a single activity of you

dont tell me you dont worth it, i think we met for a reason. it may not be falling in love, it may not be about business, but God... tell me its could be simple as FRIEND ! so i hope that you dont too over care about relationships (i guess u wanna say goodbye to me coz i want something more than friend) but i got good controlling on my heart

i havent love you for a thousand years, but that feeling is stronger than love for a thousand years and more
if the sky is falling, as a friend i would cover you, as your admirer i would die for you

远得要命的爱情

2011-12-22T07:47:00.000-08:00

工，做完了。
生活营，也去完了。
现在等倒数圣诞节和去泰国旅行。

有一个对白，在 Suckseed 里面有
“如果你真的成了歌手，那么进来你CD店的人不会觉得很奇怪吗？CD上的人和卖CD的人一样。”

我告诉自己如果有机会一定会问身边一个艺人朋友
我真的问到了
连我自己也觉得很屌，和一个公众人物说话

最近我一直对自己说一句话
君子，不夺人所好。

如果是朋友的话，就不要跟自己的朋友抢(?)

这远得要命的爱情我追得有点喘不过气

请比我爱他

2011-11-26T07:08:00.000-08:00

最近在追城市猎人
还剩下三集就我完了

有时候很爱一个人
为了这份爱静静的等了好久
等待的过程中你发过什么山盟海誓

有没有试过在深夜人静的时候
偷偷的问自己
你等了那么久，如果真的在一起，你依然会如此的深爱对方吗？
在一起以后，要怎么维持？你们的共同点呢？话题呢？生活呢？
你真的准备好了付出吗？

想清楚
有时候你痴痴的爱着一个人，只是习惯了爱，习惯了等待。

脑残

2011-11-20T20:03:00.000-08:00

空了太久的部落格，勉勉强强的回忆要在这里记下的一些人生趣事。

世界上有些人，很渴望被其他人捧着
所以他们做很多事情想要引起注意
而这些人所做的一切，在成熟人的眼里
不过是 9个字
幼稚白痴低能无知屌

一天update一百个status
你很忙事事都要跟大家交代
屌屌屌屌屌屌屌！你脑残？

你又不是什么明星偶像
需要开page吗需要一直叫人去like吗
反正这样的人我就直接unfriend了
脑残就记得吃脑残片不要烦死人

Change My Life

2011-11-03T09:52:00.000-07:00

武术锦标赛在没有令人失望的情况下
凯旋而归
这是我的第四枚金牌了
也是我人生中另一个大步伐

我从来没想过自己能出全国赛
但除了幸运还是幸运
散手赛没人打
就算输了也有银牌，而且对手好像没经验
这场可是说是轻而易举

桃花劫不够多，不够烂
拜托离我远点 T_T

接下来是冲刺升带的功夫了
死板板的，死记着每一个步骤

人生，就是一场战斗！

Kejohanan KPM

2011-10-26T21:48:00.000-07:00

明天就是kejohanan KPM的第一天
我不知道自己能打吗
因为体重的关系 ==

而且我也对自己没什么信心
不过我也愿意give it a try
representing state and my federation
no matter how i'll do my best

ain't he cute? haha <3

Armando

2011-10-17T02:29:00.000-07:00

现在外面下着雨
很大很大很大雨

我不知道距离我1757 km 以外的城市是不是也是下着那么大的雨
那个城市的人是不是又在皱着眉头
低着头，祈祷不要再下雨了
滴答滴答

那里，
到底下了多少天的豪雨
他们，
到底承受了多少天的湿
到底失去了多少位亲人

下雨了
我有点担心，更多的是想念

不过人
总得相信雨过天晴。

Updates

2011-10-14T00:46:00.000-07:00

最近都在关注一个报导
不知道该怎么形容

或许在你告诉我的时候
我都没有太在意这件事情
现在每天的新闻都有在说
再加上你父亲所形容过你这城市的地形

如果我再无动于衷或对此事毫无感觉的话
确实会很难说服自己是真的爱你的

一切最好都赶紧好起来吧

不喜欢看到你担心的样子

pray for myanmar

pray for thailand

Yellow

2011-10-09T06:28:00.001-07:00

机票订好了
接下来的旅程我自己也没头绪
就让上帝决定我的去向
joking. 讲到有点太serious
也没什么

有点词穷，
还是应该讲：该说的都不该写在这里
太多情绪，太多意见，太多感想，太多感觉。。。

great night, thanks for making me smile girl
you know i would give you everything that i have,
if i could.

Moves Like Jagger

2011-09-29T07:57:00.000-07:00

you say i'm kid, my ego is big
i don't give a shit.

but i'll have to learn to grow up now
kid ain't an good excuse and ego is worst.

it's not always rainbows and butterflies
it's compromise that moves us along

Ego

2011-09-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

如果你是那个一个人等了整15分钟才发现

要跟你出去的人都已经自己走了

而且还是你在25分钟前跟他们说你要一起出去

然后没有人通知你

最爽的是还可以跟你讲

【我以为你不爽然后不要去了】

【我哪里知道你，下次咯】

如果是你

我才不信你不会赌烂到爆。

我真的是很7开心 :)

Sunday Morning

2011-09-24T10:29:00.000-07:00

It's really Sunday Morning now
can't stop listening this song... Maroon 5 always got the best songs ;)

exam is striking in between 2 weeks
gotta start preparin' for it :O
and you're leaving soon, can start countdown the days now

still can't do the decision for going a not
no point to go if friends can't have some topic to speak and have fun time together
i respect your decision and feelings
except friends i'm not gonna step any further.

"Ohh in darkness she is all i see.." :)

火力全开

2011-09-20T05:18:00.000-07:00

这个世界有太多人
太多人有太多梦想

我也曾经有梦想
想当考古学家，挖恐龙的化石来化验
想当演员明星，享受众星捧月的感觉
想当大企业家，坐在office看文件签名

有时候不是我不要坚持，
而是必须要放弃
也或许是我不够幸运
走的路会有点坎坷

已经忘了自己该走什么路
为什么人不能做自己想做的事
难道就注定了为别人而活吗

总有一天，我要世人明白

Goodnight Goodnight

2011-09-14T02:58:00.000-07:00

I love maroon 5.

Love their songs , love their lyrics.

Sometimes i think that they are not only singing a song , more like telling a story for peoples out there.

Reading their lyrics makes me feel good.

so many words to say, so many feelings unable to be express, so many opinions in my mind

we keep tell lies to our brain for our heart

we keep love someone that would never love us back

we keep do something unnecessary to make us feel better

"Closing up and it's so late and I'm the last one still waiting for you to lock the door." - Out of Goodbyes

"So tired of proving you right,by doing everything so wrong." - Don't Know Nothing

"Why does the one you love, become the one who makes you want to cry?"
"Though I don't understand the meaning of love, I do not mind if I die trying."
"I'd kill if i could take you back, but how?" - How

"It's not always rainbows and butterflies , it's compromise that moves us along."
"My heart is full and my door's always open, you can come anytime you want." - She Will Be Loved

Meaningful , deep and mature.

someone just have to understand what I'm trying to say..... and what i'm trying to bring out ..

I'm sorry , I did not mean to hurt my little girl , it's beyond me , I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world." - Goodnight Goodnight

Smile

2011-09-11T21:26:00.001-07:00

今天是中秋节。
月亮有没有比较圆我还不知道，
月饼是不是新鲜的我也不知道，

但嫦娥昨晚好像又奔月了
玉兔好像又在捣药了
吴刚或许还在砍树

但愿人长久，千里共婵娟：）

那些年

2011-09-07T03:52:00.000-07:00

胡夏的《那些年》真的很好听

让我想起了很多事情
不管什么事情都有

也让我想起了去年看的书——《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》
真的很感动的一本书

"我喜欢你
真的很喜欢"

每个男孩的心中，都有一个沈佳宜。

不管多久
我都要追到你

九把刀故事的结局很可惜
但也好，有了这个故事

Rhythm Of Love

2011-09-05T02:38:00.000-07:00

Lol , it's long time didn't type a post seriously .
Even my lovely diary i also didn't touch for few weeks.. allah

the 9 days 3rd term holiday had just ended :(
back to school ... true disaster..
1 more month to go. after Oct Final exam i'm free like bird and fly like Jesus :D

Learn to respect. Can't bare people who can't even respect others
joking is acceptable but sometimes makin' people feelin' uncomfortable
even me. the one keep saying learn to respect can't even respect someone sometimes....
so everyone keep learning and Earn respect from respecting others.

well hello there
i'm the someone who's willing to kill my sleeping time to say hi
just wondering if you know i'm stilling waiting? ;)
if i were you i'll just jump into my hug. lol jk. i'm not that perfect.

I'M NOT THE BEST , O-T-W TO BE ONE.

Rain Over Me

2011-08-30T02:01:00.000-07:00

9天的假期

其实真的很爽

很7爽

我还以为可以用“做工”来度过

不过最终以超级无敌失望来结束这个计划 —— 年龄不足

恢复得还算快

现在我在家里enjoying life

明天去KLCC bookfair看张栋梁

目前为止我们一切安好。

今早还特意醒来讲了声早安再继续睡觉

one word can really makes people feel better :)

Pumped Up Kicks

2011-08-19T06:19:00.000-07:00

long time didn't show up here..

lack of words , as usual.

all i want is to be part of your life

that's hard

i know

She's my Latin Girl

2011-08-01T04:37:00.000-07:00

原来我已经那么久没有写blog了
要讲的太多，短短的一篇post解释不了太多

add了几个月的人刚刚approve我
在几个月前或许我会很兴奋去看
现在我却真的提不起劲

有时候我想我们到底怎么了？
可以不要爽爽就敷衍我？

我不喜欢
不喜欢人总是这样

为什么知道别人在乎你，还要去试探？
能不能也一样对别人好？
就算不喜欢人家，也不要太过分
反正一些东西讲清楚就可以了

我是天蝎座，自问最要脸的星座
爱上就义无反顾，像头牛一样向前冲
但现在被人拒于门外，识do到半句flirt话都没说过了

人，就是反贱
不要在以后才说爱我
不要在以后才对我好

我的感觉跑得太快，迟来的好追不上天蝎座的心

I got too many things to tell you , but i just don't know how...
maybe you don't care anymore.

If it's love

2011-07-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

lack of words to speak about us.

re-read our conversation and fell through a deep hole.

you got me questioning :

how could we become like this since we were like that?

look at us, what a mess.

look at us,what are we?

hear no love,hear no friends.

just two person wearing couple ring saying that 'we are friends'.

in this big room , it seems so quiet and lonely

but memories telling me it's not.

everything from you just can't fade away.

the first time we ever met , the first question we asked , the first present you ever gave.

you know i care , you know i love and you know i wanted you so badly.

i am just one ordinary person who acts like i'm not.

so so , don't - go - breaking - my - heart .

but sorry , you already did.

you're one gorgeous girl

2011-07-03T10:29:00.000-07:00

meet my new wifey <3

after this she didn't online for 5 days :((((((

she only reply me <3 <3 <3

you so lengloi <3 <3 <3 muack muack muack

i date cs , suipoh go thailand play ^^

joey low ffk me , so sad.

I am flying to Thailand to find you ^_^

and so i promise you that i'll buy Laddaland dvd

I mean it and I'm soooo serious <3

i love you punpun <3 <3

something bout love that breaks your heart.

2011-06-30T09:17:00.000-07:00

好久没有更新了，因为我没话说。
太多的委屈堵在胸口，太闷，让我连呼吸都忘记了。

话题被心里的雨水淹没
然后我们移动进入沉默的空间

我反复地问了自己一个问题

。。。。。。。。。。。

但或许我们只是戴着情侣戒的普通朋友
于是我可以继续义无反顾

新娘披上了最美丽的婚纱，新郎打着最笔直的西装
最后还是笑笑的说：再走下去，我们就踏入坟墓囖。

电影散了场，但真心却还没散场
有没有发现，结局太悲？

Your smile makes people got stun.

2011-06-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

一语惊醒梦中人。

然后才发现事情其实就是
那、么、简、单。

也没有很无奈
解开了一个小小的心结

你的微笑，总让人无措心跳。

I'll be always right next to you

2011-06-19T10:22:00.000-07:00

I forget how the pain feels like.
scream through the nights, sleeping on a wet pillow, spaces between fingers are some jokes.

Things aren't always good , as usual.
i ain't gonna complain how you talking to me now
you're still irreplaceable for quite a while , more a while .......

wonder whos' reading my blog now?
visitor from Florida or California? maybe you're from Canada.

ya don't know i cant sniff about perfumes, i got a hell weak nose that always stuck.
but yea whatever.

Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room

2011-06-18T11:41:00.000-07:00

知道你最近都不是很有心情
我们的关系也大不如前
每天的话题越来越少越来越少，都不想讲了。

爱你又怎样？懂你难过又怎么样？
我很高兴你告诉了我，但我心痛的是自己没办法帮你。

有时候我希望生活有个rewind button
如果不是一句“我喜欢你：）”的status
一切都会更好吧。

你很开朗，所以我不想看见难过的你。
有时候我会觉得如果我们不曾相识，应该会很好吧。
没办法，命运安排

偏偏爱上你

真的是屌他不死

Everybody is born to be somebody's somebody.

2011-06-09T12:06:00.000-07:00

然後自己還是沒那麼重要。
太自以為，可笑至極。

歐洲國家酒鬼的天堂
這裡喝酒比汽水還便宜，認真。
我喜歡喝酒，很喜歡。
但我很討厭醉掉的感覺

我很寂寞。
非、常、寂、寞。
看來是時候好好談一場戀愛了。

晚上九點，天空還是很藍
下午的太陽在冷風中終於有熱的感覺
夏天來臨了。

Tonight I'll think of something

2011-06-07T15:23:00.000-07:00

終於都肯來掃塵。
終於。

今天是最後一天見到大伯和大伯母
心中難免會有不捨。
擁抱，擁抱，散場的擁抱。
兩位老人家開了大約六千公里的旅程陪我們到挪威看山水。。實在是非常的感激啊啊啊啊

總算見到了傳說中混血的外甥們
令人感到熱血沸騰外加億萬分的感動
俊男美女啊（雖然還是兩歲半的小孩(._.)）
可惡的是他們都是金髮！為何？！我也要！

遲來的夏天讓我蒙受了一星期的寒冷
亦是我有屎以來看過自己臉上長最多青春痘的一次。。實在是太恐怖了！！

然後天氣現在有點熱，瑞典的凌晨12點23分。
各位晚安：）

Sunny and Cher , I dont care I got you baby

2011-05-26T04:04:00.000-07:00

i believe everything will be fine :)

im strong !!
all of this is no big deal

game PAUSED , not OVER yet .

See like Adam and Eve , Tragedy was a destiny

2011-05-24T03:00:00.000-07:00

其实我有怕会留级
现在什么都不理了

我会专心读书
反正只剩下今年就可以丢书了，加油！

换电话了^_^
爽下，哈哈

还有三天就去北欧了
有点期待

I dont always see you in my sight , but every time i closed my eyes , i saw you in my heart.

2011-05-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

去啦去啦，去睡觉，很晚了。想你！
再见，>< 不想你！厌倦你了
好吧厌倦吧。我也厌倦你了
厌倦我！！ TT 好吧你厌倦吧，我的心给别人好了
给吧给吧，我心碎了 TT
讲笑啦，sayang

明天我舅舅带我到庙里拜拜哦，我会替你祈祷啦。
还有五天，保佑我全部科目都过关啊
祈祷你不及格娃哈哈
== 我不及格我会伤心啦，不及格就不要跟你讲话了
好啊不要跟我讲话啊我才不care
不care 我也不care
我知道你会想我哈哈哈
屁啦乱讲谁说我会
你的心说哈哈哈
想太多了吧你！
你的心下雨了~
实际上是你吧哈哈哈哈
绝对不是我！！ ==

可以了啦，去睡觉，晚安！
是啦是啦，想你！哈哈非常非常非常非常想你，最想你的
谢谢，不过这次我不要想你了 hehe
== ok 最后一次想你以后都不会跟你说了
对不起啦我想你多过你想我哈哈哈超超超超想的
>< miss me a lot ! good job !
you miss me a lot too ^^

爱上你以外，还得担心血糖过高。

This time baby ~ i'll be ~ bulletproof

2011-05-14T22:47:00.000-07:00

昨天午觉睡到迷迷糊糊
晚上8点还以为是早上6点了

阿姨来叫我过去吃饭

还以为那么早叫我过去吃早餐喔

她老公下厨，然后一边看戏一边吃晚餐

一致决定看《青蜂侠》，虽然我看过了可是周董我还是会捧场啦。

晚上睡觉听到雨声

还为下雨了，结果没有。

有人说会到庙里拜拜，会帮我祈祷考试顺利

有让我感觉很温暖，谢谢啦：）

I'm better off without you more than you more than you know

2011-05-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

考卷何苦为难人 D:

地理，

读不进脑

附数，

只是期望能写出alfa beta，不要零分就好了

开网页的速度还快过翻开课本

真希望头脑是个可以被任意换的memory card

真怀疑我的脑是不是只有128MB的容量

就算是512MB依然是少得可怜，别。

You're the best thing i never knew i needed so now it's so clear i need you here always

2011-05-11T01:10:00.000-07:00

I got no idea about love.

and i got no idea about you

for the ending of my first begin

and for the rare and unexpected friend

for the way you're something that i'd never choose

but at the same, something i dont wanna lose

and never wanna be without ever again

i must admit you were not a part of my book

but now if you open it up and take a look

you're the beginning and the end of every chapter :)

Oh baby i know sometime it's gonna rain but baby can we make up cause i can't sleep through the pain

2011-05-07T04:37:00.000-07:00

i dont blame people live without brain

i really dont give it a damn

just tell me

does homo's affect your life?

if no,

everything solved.

just shut the fuck up .. thanks

you got no right to comment me

Wake you up , in the middle of the night to say , i will never ever walk away

2011-05-05T09:00:00.000-07:00

考试要到了，脑海里逗留的还是我的新电话
不行，我知道拿到电话过后一定很堕落

每天忙着BBM
真的是屌我不死

从现在开始我会逼着自己读书
直到考试结束
上帝保佑我吧，阿门

Nothing else left but the laughter you whisper beside my ears

2011-05-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

有时候我渴望时间能被控制

forward痛苦

rewind幸福

pause快乐

对你说再见，实在太难

Just wanna bring to to somewhere it's sunny and enjoy you like my money

2011-04-27T06:21:00.000-07:00

有时候会想吃翻译魔芋
妈的实在看不懂

突然想起在按摩院睡着的那天
炎热的下午我们躲进了冷气好像不用钱的按摩院里

您母亲边按电话边按摩
小妹玩着我的iPod
你盖着被子睡着了

看着你，恍惚地入睡了。

那是我睡过最甜的午觉。

But honestly i just need to be a little crazy

2011-04-23T23:55:00.000-07:00

我才了解，一分钟的重要性。

一分钟，可以打八拳
一分钟，可以踢四脚
一分钟，可以逃避灾难
一分钟，可以改变世界
一分钟，可以改变我的明天。

skype得太投入
有一段时间不能skype了
不错心淡。

It's not always rainbows and butterflies

2011-04-20T05:32:00.000-07:00

还有八天就到了

You never fail to amaze me.

Everyday there is something new that makes me love you even more than the day before.

How long can we go for?

it's not a good relationship for me..

Don't worry i'll treasure all our good memories till we reach the end .

Because you deserve my heart

2011-04-15T10:35:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday

I gave a big surprise

it's worth , because you're surprised

I will sing the birthday song you demand

suk san wan gert

we're just friends ,no more(?)

Nights are so lonely without you

2011-04-13T10:06:00.000-07:00

My fringes are perfect , ohh yes they are.

before those nasty human appear , they are perfect..

im looking like a retarded ~~kid~~ teenager now.

thank you APT .. WE chong hwa students believe that you guys are the best....the best from pet shop .

「sempurna」

2011-04-12T02:59:00.000-07:00

今天我昏迷了六节课

原因是我只睡了两个小时就上课了。
大象其实也没那么厉害

因为河马会吃水草
大象不会

IR

2011-04-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

had a good time at IR night
really fun .. cool .

Irene with me

meet my girl Pauline

Buddies

Twelve years brothers

Joey with me

Joey's elder sis .. Louise !

Enjoy this crazy night !!!

2011-04-07T09:47:00.000-07:00

being best friends and budding romance is one step away .

李瑞安说一加一不一定等于二

其实我也在想，

我加你
是友情还是爱情

无论结果是什么，我都会接受(?)

「值得纪念」

2011-04-06T02:18:00.000-07:00

值得纪念

倪子杰今天发脾气
大家干死干命乱抄附数

3点10分放学，因为天气的关系提早了5分钟
还真是第一次学校如此的人性化。

今天巴迪载我回家
一路上下大雨
而且有点塞

不过顺利抵达目的地：）

「销魂死了」

2011-04-05T09:14:00.000-07:00

为何，为何你们如此的狗？

笑屁啊

她还问我她销魂吗 =(

「其实我是一粒番茄」

2011-04-04T05:11:00.000-07:00

忘了我们在说什么。

两个疯子 :)

「今天的post很短」

2011-04-03T00:51:00.000-07:00

不停的打字

然后傻傻的笑

nice conversation

「成功是.....」

2011-04-02T06:38:00.000-07:00

大人不明白我要什么

我无法表达
我想长大，我想要有自己的态度
我的想法你们不能接受，解释对你们来说是我在霸道，在顶嘴，在无理取闹

我很无奈

我一直都知道自己是个无法接受失败的人
面对失败我总是选择逃避，我无法接受自己的不完美

学校推行了一句话：成功是一种习惯。

我觉得这句话很有意思，把每件事情尽力去做，取得成功
让“成功”成为一种习惯
然而“成功”并不是那么容易的“习惯”，惟有不断的下苦功才能取得成果。

我的努力，不需要任何人知道 =)

iPod

2011-04-01T04:56:00.000-07:00

I should proof that you're wrong
You always think you're right
Fuck that

我的自尊心很强，这个很多人都懂。
我经不起你的那么一句话

一厢情愿 -------- 这四个字

我这辈子，听那么一次就好
我很记仇的。

我真的，经不起这种侮辱。

I'm sorry that I loved you.

「蒲公英的约定」

2011-03-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

有一种开心，我不知道要怎么样形容

只是知道

想要你回到家

第一个想到的是我

想要你累了

第一个赶你去睡觉的是我

几天没有讲话

都觉得你好像在我的生活中消失了 =(

以为你会忘了我

与你聊不完的曾经

而我已分不清

你是友情还是错过的爱情。

「矜持」

2011-03-29T02:19:00.000-07:00

女生，你矜持个屁。

感觉是不等人的。

倒数20个小时内。

「座右铭」

2011-03-27T02:00:00.000-07:00

我的座右铭是不乱丢垃圾，因为我的幼稚园老师曾经说过，
如果每个人都乱丢垃圾地球将会爆炸，人将会死光
因为我很怕死，所以我不乱丢垃圾。

这就是我座右铭的由来。

大概是我一直都很坚守座右铭的原因，所以我的功课一直都很好
只要我不乱丢垃圾，考试一定第一名，还可以从三分线跳起来灌篮，
骑脚踏车可以骑到时速二百公里，所以我奉劝大家不要乱丢垃圾
这样就能跟我一样了！

（周杰伦小学作文）

「Endless」

2011-03-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

大概是5天以前吧

大象跟我说要考IELTS exam

这个词——出现在我的生命中。

活了16年觉得身边的东西都怪怪的，会有连锁效应。

我妈终于答应给我去参加British Council的课程

今天慧敏姐的status也写到她妈给她去上British Council课

去british council 的网站看看

courses : preparation for IELTS exam

有没有很屌

大象说考了这个比较容易进大学

而且搞不好我还可以跟大象一起考，何乐而不为 ^^

2011-03-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

没想到去到了外国

还是那么义无反顾的online

还蛮想知道

又没有那么一丁点的原因是因为我

但是有时还是不要抱太大的希望吧

IR night的衣服我还没有准备

真的是GG了

成绩好到我觉得我会留级

不过我会努力的，还有一年罢了

tay xin ni , 一定要幸福 pls :)

natalie , HI !

超级喜欢常佳宁版本的！她唱到很可爱 ^^

最近跟她友情终于有一点起色

照顾好自己啦 =)

就这样吧

交功课的post , 勉强接受啦 =)

2011-03-23T10:30:00.000-07:00

I decided to stay up late tonight
sign off my msn but still refreshing your profile

i bless that you have a safe flight

Because I'll be missing you more than anybody out there.

2011-03-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

每天跟你吵吵闹闹
听你讲的话
像是话中有话

你很可爱，有没有？
我觉得有。 =)

2011-03-21T04:45:00.001-07:00

I get the news

it was like a DREAM COME TRUE !

but i will still FML for my keputusan cermelang , excellent job.

2011-03-18T11:32:00.000-07:00

It's 2.30AM .. as usual .
I'm watching LOST , a truly crap drama.

So the elephant compose me a song .

here's the lyrics :

ฮิป ฮิป
ฮิป ฮิปโป
โอโห้ตัวมันใหญ่
มันเดินอุ้ยอ้าย มันเดินอุ้ยอ้าย
ลาล้าลาลาล้าล้า

i try to .. kinda translate that ..

HOLY .

NICE SONG !!

i promis i'll make you a elephant song :)

2011-03-17T12:04:00.000-07:00

3 AM , midnight
with some tiny strange sounds that is so loud that hurt my long ears.

Mad is good , isn't it?

I'll stack up a mountain by pebbles for you
I'll catch a grenade for you
I'll throw my hand on a blade for you
I'll jump in front of a train for you

why aren't you online yet? I don't get it.
keep refreshing your profile page, when your chat mode is on i remain silence
but when it turns GREY i'll go mad keep pressing the F5 button.

this will be a short crash , wake me up when april ends.

but i will still remember Jang Geuk Suk , because he's part of you and your life ;)

2011-03-16T08:25:00.000-07:00

其实真的很奇怪，有没有。

我这个人，比较笨

爱上了，就义无反顾

我这个人，比较呆

放手了，比谁都还狠。

我这个人，比较烂

不是很懂得，怎么回头去追一个，开始时不让我靠近的人。

我这个人，比较差

容易见异思迁，但如果有了目标，就超级无敌义无反顾。

总结来说

我这个人，比较傻

有没有 =)

「Because i hope that you love me」

2011-03-15T03:58:00.000-07:00

There's a quote,
to me it seems quite meaningful

"Just wanna take you to somewhere its sunny
and enjoy you like my money."

If feeling of MISSING is like a great mountain
I'll built you the highest mountain with pebbles.

next post trip photos.

2011-03-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

Disappear for few days ..

off to Thailand.

back on monday ! so fast one laa :)

I'm waiting for my new profile picture

at saby there :)

2011-03-09T00:00:00.000-08:00

被我不经意遗忘的事件
瞬间被年份提醒

肥婆和嘉敏今天突然爆很多料

突然弄明白了很多东西
原来我们之间，就是多了那么的误会
还不能算是误会吧
不知道该怎么说
不知道你会在意那么小小的一句话

想一想
可能就是因为你在意了那句话
才有现在的后果吧

我的错吗？我不应该让你那么在意那句话 ==
或者说我根本就不该说那句话

被爱的人不用道歉
没什么好对不起的
这个债、我怕你还不完 =)
开玩笑
只要你肯，我还是当你朋友 :)

七夕，
早就忘得七七八八了
但被那么一提醒
回忆又涌了进脑海

时间，真是个神奇的东西。

2011-03-08T03:05:00.000-08:00

喜欢的话
就不要错过吧

但是我好像已经错过了
还是我根本就不喜欢你的那一套

明确来说
我接受不到
一发子弹，穿过大脑
思考在一瞬间失去作用

后叶加压素有点浓
对你分泌苯基乙胺的人太多

“你很好......”

谢谢，但还是输了（吧）！ :)

「The Era」

2011-03-05T08:27:00.000-08:00

我想大声宣布对你依依不舍

好久不见你还好吗你的小狗长大了吗

我牵着你的手经过种麦芽糖的山坡

手牵手一步两步三步四步望着天

赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

看你傻笑着握住我的手

微笑浏览手机里的浪漫

你出现在我诗的每一页

轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我

永不融化的是爱你的这个决定

我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口

就是开不了口让她知道就是那么简单一句我办不到

我知道你我都没有错只有放手会比较好过

印象中的爱情好像顶不住那时间所以你弃权

怎么隐藏我的悲伤失去你的地方

不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪

没有去周杰伦的演唱会

整个感觉就是：“蔡倩于你到底在干什么” ==

算了吧，买他的Concert DVD在家陪他唱

抱着电视机，超级VVVVVIP位子 :)

2011-03-04T05:10:00.000-08:00

你说你会哭，不是因为在乎。
我不明白了，那为什么会哭

不要太在意，
自己会很辛苦，会很痛苦。

我还是，乖乖听自己的话吧 =)

2011-03-02T09:11:00.000-08:00

I have to do harder .

Im trying my best.

no .. i cant be compare with them.
because it will be like 孔夫子搬家

尽是书——输

i got tons of tear in my heart.

「Heartbeat」

2011-03-01T02:32:00.000-08:00

I still can't accept the TRUTH

:(

「Sanctity」

2011-02-26T22:04:00.001-08:00

too bad
face , torn to pieces .

i lost my sanctity .

「27.2」

2011-02-26T04:07:00.000-08:00

我不明白

为什么你一个人
能成为三个人不堪的回忆

你还在觉得天对你不公平吗？
上天是会惩罚，有了机会却不把握的人
上天是会惩罚，不懂得面对现实的人。

「The Verve」

2011-02-24T09:25:00.000-08:00

My favorite song is still Bitter sweet Symphony by The Verve.

because you can hardly listen to what are they singing..
i never pay attention to it lyrics...

lucky i got a not bad life
lucky i got my brother
lucky i got buddy
lucky i got my friends
lucky i got you ! :)

before i finish my luck
i'm gonna shout like theres only me left on this universe.

I'M LUCKY !

「Don't leaf me.」

2011-02-22T07:16:00.000-08:00

I got many things to say .

but words failed

you do love me so

but why

those sentences are killing :(

it's ok because i know its not always rainbow and butterflies.

i just want YOU to feel secure :)

1 years ago

someone asked me to remember this day

toobad,ihadalreadyforgot. :p

「Pearl」

2011-02-20T06:34:00.000-08:00

I got a hole on my head .

Ouch ..............

and then I became the pearl in my home .

「Valentine」

2011-02-14T06:00:00.000-08:00

终于可以type华语了！
是因为我终于都肯charge这架laptop -.-

今天是情人节啊
晶生日
dear生日
生日快乐！

情人节，每个没有情人的人
有些好像在过清明节酱 ==
有些就很lc 酱
不过也只是一个节日
没什么的啦 :)

猫，很想你
you're very important to me too !! :)

「Stalkers?」

2011-02-13T08:36:00.000-08:00

my laptop cant type chinese , so i SAD .

S , A , D .

i went to dong zen temple for volunteer today ..
stand there for 5 hours something ...

a gang of teenagers walked in .
the first time they are normal ,
"yea you wanna try ? writing phrases ? "
"yea okay"

2nd time ....
they've become stalker !
girls came for phone number and guys keep looking at me

6pm during my rest time they msg me , LOL
1st girl : ur rest time?
....... no reply.
2nd girl : hey you're handsome !
"thanks =)"

LOL i sucks -.-

「hey...whats up doc?」

2011-02-08T05:24:00.000-08:00

今年的情人节我是没在怕的啦！^^

2月14晶和dear生日
答应了dear要买铅笔盒给她很久了 =="
所以今年就随随便便送一下啦～

梁静茹说：
其实爱对了人，天天都是情人节 :D

「Me = You」

2011-02-06T10:45:00.000-08:00

I dunno what status am I now .

no matter what is we in

i just know i care about u

im very tired

indonesia's hill is so cold

cold .... it makes me miss every breathe i take in malaysia

due to the bad weather , we failed to saw the sunrise

wake on 4am and raining day .. so so so so so cold

24 of us , just 8 ppl going

i cant believe i can wake up . maybe thrs a force

i've grown up . i can sleep anytime . but not going for sunrise view anytime

maybe i will just went that place for 1 time in tis life

i hav to appreciate it .

leaving malaysia so soon in march again

i cant stand it

i cant stand that i keep on missing you

just 4 days it drives me crazy

and i keep on thinking abt a question

are we?

to me , we are.

cz the best thing abt me is you. :)

「The Tourist」

2011-02-02T08:07:00.000-08:00

It all started when Johnny Depp met Angelina Jolie .

A highly recommend 5 star movie from me.

Really awesome movie :))

my favorite part :

Angelina : invite me to dinner , Frank .

Johnny : Well , do you like to have dinner ?

Angelina : Woman dont like questions.

Johnny : *thinks* Join me for dinner .

Angelina : Too direct .

Johnny : *huh* Join me for dinner...?

Angelina : Another question .

Johnny : ... I am having dinner .... you have to join me.

Angelina : :)

perfect !!

tomorrow im on vacation ,

so miss me please

happy chinese new year everyone ! xoxo

I'm looking for a soulmate ...... you have to be it . <3

「Barriers」

2011-01-31T03:25:00.000-08:00

You crushed in
Tryin' to tumble down all the walls I build
I wasn't there so you left me a note with tears

My castle was destroyed by memories that haunted
I wide open my arms , thought that you might jump in

at last , what you decided to do

it just breaks my heart .

「RE:NOTE」

2011-01-30T05:02:00.000-08:00

被窗外的雨声吵醒了

一睁开眼睛，还是想着那件事

想

我到底该怎样

想

我到底该不该走出这一步

其实我好想跟你讲话

但却不敢，怕吃柠檬

那天放学后，趁他们都走了

才敢跟你讲一句话

好久没有叫你的名字了，

觉得很陌生，却又很熟悉

记得那一次，跟我外公到pasar pagi

看见了青苹果，一口气买了10粒回家

一天带两粒给你

英语节我们用刀片削蜡，还问英语老师要不要一起吃

还有那张，用作业纸后面的褐色页写的日记

我还留着、

还有练球后你说你很累要睡觉，一个人做两本簿子而且还查字典的spelling和dictation =="

星期三我们经常都吃猪肠粉～而且是音乐课过后的事

你说的bag大个到可以装人下去zao lou

第一首合唱的歌是周杰伦的屋顶

周杰伦的演唱会你说你场场都有去 ==

你问我：干嘛每次一放学就那么赶，投胎啊？

我一点也不介意

本来是为了郑欣妮买的面包

因为你要吃，所以我让了给你

而再跑下去买多一个给她 o.O

因为，我们是朋友

哦

不对，是好朋友 :))

「STAN」

2011-01-22T07:39:00.000-08:00

突然想起、那一年的体育课

解散前你总是用一种贼溜溜的眼神看着我

而我总是要准备百米冲刺的逃跑

万一一个跑不急就会被你当毛巾抹汗了

记得那一年你开心的笑容

记得那一年你放弃了堕落

记得那一年。。。

我什么要求也没有

只希望你活得开开心心的 =)

逐渐习惯了

不等你信息的生活

慢慢学会了

看见你没有心痛的感觉

或许你永远也不知道

我的伤口有几大个，有几痛，多少把盐被泼在上头

它终于痊愈了。

不，或许它只是结了痂

你说、

你已经彻底离开了我的世界

任凭我怎么挽留、还是于事无补

那个时候的我，其实还坚信

你说的NO ，是我的 try it again tomorrow .

好多个 tomorrow , 让我好累好累。

我要的并不多，只是做回朋友。

我看见了你的第一步，

真的看见了。

但我真的会害怕

再一次受到伤害。

对不起，我的懦弱需要你再前进一步

我要的只是多一点的安全感，

来填满我失去的自信。

「听说」

2011-01-20T01:29:00.000-08:00

这一切再也不会改变了

我会记住

你不是我的

「朋友的朋友」

2011-01-18T01:42:00.000-08:00

失踪了2个礼拜多的小番茄终于回家了 =)
又大只了很多

是时候买个新家给他们了 ^^
又要花钱了 =="

你装冷漠我装无所谓
课本上再也没有你的字体了
我们过着陌生人的生活
对我们或许都是最好的
如何要求更多？我不需要了 :)

朋友的朋友我们最后的定位
人总会难免拿回忆跟现实敷衍
因为人生对自己残忍了一点

「Forget You」

2011-01-16T00:52:00.000-08:00

1 step to ...
maybe it's just 1 step to forever
or just 1 step to the end

never talk since Nov 8
maybe we wouldn't talk anymore
im fully recover from this wound
and i promised myself not to touch it anymore
so ...... there's no more OUCH in my life :)

「你会不会」

2011-01-13T08:12:00.000-08:00

这是真的还是种梦境
没捧在手心还是不确定

愛來來去去走走停停無論多小心

說過不放感情直到我遇見你
這不是運氣是種默契卻讓我恐懼
OH 你會不會美麗往往都易碎對不對

贴切到家的歌词
和Z-CHEN的《暗恋》差不多
我喜欢

希望你会知道，却又担心你知道。
躲躲藏藏的我好辛苦
好几次那句话在喉咙里酝酿了好久

而都只是用玩笑的语气带过
好怕一说了我们并没有拉近距离

啊

我好困惑
却不能不能告诉他们。。。

「Lights up」

2011-01-12T08:24:00.000-08:00

Got no time to play computer ..

everyday reach home

bath , sit down and play iPod , sms

7pm dinner

then study .......... until i sleep

pukimaa i still want find tuition center

what the fuckkkk

is this me?

hi add maths .... solved .

hi love ..... not solved yet ?!?!

I'm gonna see you left me again this time

what to say ?? bye ?

you got your freedom .. i got no right to say NO

i cant take no more ..... im sorry

Scorpios do like to eat vinegar huh? :))

「当你」

2011-01-11T01:31:00.001-08:00

当你的眼睛眯着笑

当你喝可乐当你吵

我想对你好

你从来不知道

想你想你也能成为嗜好

当你说今天的烦恼当你说夜深你睡不着

我想对你说

却害怕都说错

好喜欢你知不知道？

也许空虚让我想得太多

也许该回到被窝

梦里和你相遇

就毫不犹豫

大声地说我要

「dream」

2011-01-09T07:43:00.000-08:00

梦见了，我们两个人

不，是我们一个人。

很开心很开心

你用我最爱的笑容看着我

那一刻好像很幸福

poof ...

我不想醒来。

「Quit.」

2011-01-07T05:42:00.000-08:00

我要放弃你 =)

把位子留给晶看，

我告诉我自己要放弃你！

I'll be able to let you go ! =)

「暗恋，张智成」

2011-01-04T06:36:00.000-08:00

你會不會也曾閃過這感覺
一念之間就要差一點
要是我愛你變成了利劍
甚麼會被消滅　甚麼才會復原
那是我的底線　繼續將你暗戀

我们，永远都只是两条直线吗？
我不甘愿。

希望我能自私一点，对自己好一点

bro...you're the one who know me most
跟你谈天我真的很有安全感 =)

「Lost」

2011-01-02T02:20:00.000-08:00

long time din contact lur.
both of you oso. long time din talk wif you two le.

suddenly feel to read ur blog , but ur blog got dust ler.
long long long time no write .

how are u doing ? still fine ?
use to sms you everyday .
but now i dun even have ur number.

forget how much i love you ler.
hear my fren say , tat year.. tat time .. i very very love u .
but im oso afraid of you .
so funny .

i tot i got chance to same class wif u .
but now , no need think le.
cz we impossible same class now.

to me.. it's a nice memory that i had almost forget.
to you .. im a nthg but fren :)

we're not tat close anymore now.
suddenly got a bit miss tat feel .
but not important le =)

「When you're gone」

2011-01-01T08:46:00.000-08:00

January 1 2011
You left me.

I'm very sad .
Little tomato , if i never find you again
then i will tell myself you find another master better than me.

still waiting your wall post will appear on my wall .
everything fine ?

「Rich Girl」

2010-12-31T10:02:00.000-08:00

YO ! rocks xia
2011 was here !
My phone , computer , calender , iPod all become 1 January 2011

Actually not really used to it ..
It's like everything you do was been renew again ..
But it's a good thing , because can forget the past =D

Went dpc for countdown ! yay
my mum hug me and kiss me -_-
cute xia my mum . sang wrong song LOL
she sing "we wish you a merry christmas" zz

2011
I will gather my courage to face you
face our past .. no matter what happen in 2011 , in 4aping
i'll appreciate it . i'll take this test arranged by God.

hey Jessie Liew ..
take good care of yourself in New Zealand

happy new year =D

「Dezzered」

2010-12-30T09:48:00.000-08:00

shitty 2010 was leaving

how sad it is.

Memorable , growing and miserable 2010 .

Hi 2011.

mind giving me a french kiss?

the wetter the better .

「Esc.」

2010-12-29T01:08:00.000-08:00

after typing that sentence
dunno what can I say .

my first feeling
whatever ... ESC on the keyboard
just press it .

escape? run for life.

「Angel」

2010-12-25T23:21:00.000-08:00

以前看过一句话
“妈妈说，人生最好不要错过两样东西：最后一班回家的车和一个深爱你的人。”
我不明白为什么不要错过最后一班回家的车

昨晚我终于明白了==
一个人坐在ts对面的巴士站
从10点多等到11点 zzz
已经绝望到想直接走路回家
天杀的U45班车终于神圣降临
感动到差不多要跪下来哭了 =="

跟buddy去庆祝圣诞节
出乎意料之外没有庆祝
反而圣诞节前夕就很恐怖 =="
我跟我弟弟给人spray 99 =="

去jalan alor解决我的晚餐啦~
喝酒 =D
鬼佬凉茶吗？

下一个行程
跟姓宋的去看戏~
传说中只有154公分的人吗???
还真想看一下 ==" 哈哈哈 xD